My new work is starting. I'll be working at the new store, Disney's Vault 28. It'll be a trendy upscale fashion store. I get to wear clothes that are picked out for me. I have a Monday/Saturday outfit and I'm guessing my outfits are all planned out for the rest of the week too. I very much like what I've worn so far, despite the boy band qualities they give me. Who doesn't love N'Sync anyways. I'm excited because its work with new people, new location. Change isn't so bad, once you're past the period of adjustment and I think I'm past that now. Hooray for new friends? I hope so.

What I'm worried about is that I shouldn't be excited about a job like this. I should be worrying about my "future" especially now that I've taken a step to leave the place that was so difficult to walk away from. How do people know what they want to do? How come I don't know? I think since I was a child I've been told what to do. Or there was an expectation. Like going to school, doing homework, applying for college, etc. But then once you graduate or once you're in college you're supposed to find your own way, but without guidelines I've lost my way and I don't know how to, or don't want to discover what it is I want to do.

In other news, stupid Dodgers got stupid swept by the stupid Mets. I hate baseball. Ha. Nah. But I think its absurd how unclutch the Dodgers are. Hardly anybody stepped up to help the team. Greg Maddux? Way to save the season. Mark Hendrickson was the best pitcher we had in the playoffs so thats pretty damned sad. I guess its good that basketball season starts in less than a month.

Oh yeah. And happy Columbus discovering the new world day! Did you know he is Italian? Although the Spanish funded his voyages. He tried to find India and failed 3 times. Then in 1499 Vasco de Gama sailed around Africa and beat him there, sailing for the Portuguese.

Rascal Flatts - Then I Did