Dodgers just came back from a 3 run defecit in the 8th inning against the Pads and are in the 10th inning now and I thought this would be a good time to post while I'm listening to this game.

So the last few days have been pretty weird. Saturday was the hottest day ever at work. I mean it was amazingly hot. I can't remember a hotter day. We took our ties off and slacked off all day. It was horrible and humid. Then at night, on my way home, there was lightning and thunder and it was awesome! Then Sunday got even weirder. I woke up and it was overcast at my house but by the time I got to work, it was pouring rain. I got out of my car and it was raining sideways. Lightning struck California Adventure, or struck right above it I'm pretty sure. Insane. But thats not my favorite part of the day!

The rest of the day went pretty smoothly, but then in the afternoon, who strolls up to my game but Topher Grace! Yeah, I usually don't get excited over celebrities, I've seen or helped many of them and they're just normal people and I didn't get too excited about Topher either. He was pretty nice, although horrible at basketball. But he had money to spend and he won prizes. But then coming down the walkway was MANDY MOORE! I got almost giddy. She didn't even come near my game, Topher walked towards her, but I got super excited. And I was like jumping up and down. It was pretty darned exciting and she was pretty darned beautiful, even though she had sunglasses on. So the whole point of this was I used to think I was jaded with celebrities but I guess I'm just not super excited about meeting Mike Bibby. I'm more excited to meet Mandy Moore. Maybe next time she'll come by and say hi.

But if my life is really going the way this Dodger game is going now, I won't get to meet Mandy. Dodgers lead, then they fall behind, then make a spectacular comeback! Then late in the game they lose it, barely. Thats how I feel things have gone for me the last few days too. Just up and down. Like I think I'm doing great! Then I go and screw it up like I always do. But then, late in the game, y'know, 8th inning, I make a comeback! Maybe I've got a chance! But of course, I have to go and be a moron and mess up royally. Like losing by 1 run in the 11th inning. Stupid Dodgers. Stupid me. Argh! Its like I'm a sucker for repeating history. Things weren't queer enough yet. I had to go and make things more awful than they already were. Yay for me.

How long does it take before people get to that point where you can look back and laugh at things? I guess I'll never know because knowing the way things have gone for me, I'll continue making things weird so not enough time will EVER pass. BLARGH!

Today I had this moment of extreme passion today after work. Like I was so ready to just explode and like rattle some cages and say what I wanted to, to everyone, because I was so mad about how things have been going for me. But I walked away, telling myself it would be another poor decision and nothing good would result. The Dodgers get to play another game tomorrow and the season is still long. I've still got another chance too, I hope.

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